Many links to sources where you can find out how accurate your sources are have been given to you. I sense a fear that you may find out that what you have been taught is not what reality is. Yet something brings you back. Since you simply make rude comments, both to the Catholics on this forum, and even your friend, but give no support, I can’t really give your statements much credence based on your shotgun approach and your ad hominem attacks.
No I don’t think you are ready to go to a priest, you don’t seem ready to listen to anyone who presents anything you don’t want to hear. It’s fine if after giving an honest look at something you reject it, but to reject it outright without honest investigation seems a bit juvenile.