Questioning ones faith can be helpful, and lead to growing in ones faith. Not simply taking it as a given, but finding out why can be helpful.
A pitfall however is that there are many Anti-Catholic writers who have published false allegations about the Church. Finding and reading accurate information among all the false information can be very important. So welcome here hopefully you will find the answers you seek.
In the past, not just here, but in other boards I participate in there have been those who have come not seeking to share or learn, but who come to attack Catholic beliefs, and spread falshoods about the Church that they have read or been told. They attack what they think the Church teaches, and are unwilling or unable to listen to what the Church really teaches.
You will be added to my prayers.